Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in hiimmikecastro's LiveJournal:

Monday, May 22nd, 2006
3:48 pm	First monday since graduaiton Well its been a while since ive posted into my lil blog thingy oops. Well as i sit here i guess its time to start thinking about my future but now i cant help but thinking about my past. All the things ive gone through the people i met, and the times i wish i didnt remember. I try to think im a better person from freshman year, that im wiser and all that, but i don think i truly am. ok well im forgetting have the crap i wanted to say but oh well. I try hard to figure out who i am but i dont know who i am, i see myself as a mean and bitter guy, mostly from the cunt from last summer who dicked me over. And i see myself as a person who has a hard time meeting new people, although i did actually meet a large amount of new people, but i think they only see me when ive been drinking which is the only time when im happy, they see me sober, and im tired depressed and bitter and they wonder whats wrong. Wh...oh fuck this i dont feel like typing, im home, alone without my friends and i fucking hate this shit, you wanna know whats up with me for now? fucking ask me Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: nothing (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
1:15 am	Day 2 Michael 0 So as im sitting here i am currently watching Pi with my roommate, this is the second time ive watched this movie today within 4 hours, and i think that was probably a bad idea, becuz if anyone knows what this movie is about can be agreed that my brain is about to shutdown from the mind fuck that is this movie. Although i get to use my extensive knowledge of the jewish faith from my whole 2 years of high school "Jewcation" before we took class for the rest of the Christian dogma and doctrine. And from that i begin to remember my fond days in old testament class with my professor Mr. Hill who was in mensa and had no right teaching in a freaking high school, and his monotone teaching style that could give ben stein a run for his money (or at least something on that game show). I fondly remember falling asleep in class with my head being held up by my hands much like atlas holding up the world, with all my strength praying that they woulldnt give way and make me do a header into my open bible. This all was well and good up until i fell asleep one class and it was my turn to read, i think we were in Ezechiel by the way, and not only was my snoozing attempt thwarted, but the teacher spent a good oh 5 min calling out my name in varying ways ranging from the usual Mr. Castro to "Chris will you wake him up?" which apparently is code for, smash him in the back of the head so he takes a header into his three ring binder and cover himself with the nice strand of drool he had going on. Luckily he told me what page we were on and after flipping through 20 min worth of pages in the bible i began to take my turn reading in class. I guess after that there wasnt a way to hide my sleeping habits....maybe those open eyed glasses would work? So after my watching Pi...twice and reminiscing about old testament class... i think ill call it a night Current Mood: amused Current Music: Pi: Faith in Chaos (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
12:56 am	First Entry so this is the first time i ever made one of these things, and i prolly will slowly open up more as i make more entries to this so here goes whatever. i used to keep journals back in grammer school but those usually lasted a week before they got beaten out by video games, much like everything else in my childhood. so as i sit here im contemplating my previous week which was a great week for the most part, but that only means one thing, this week is going to suck, with thesis at the end on friday i can only surmise what is in store for me and my friends well first off all parties have been suspended on campus which most of you probably know by now, and my party has been canelled which sucks ass, and a good friend of mine is well, having a crappy week as well. so enough of that, i guess i solidify myself as a complete tool right in my first entry with this fun fact tonight i was playing on the drum kit on the stage in almost complete darkness, around 8ish and suddenly i think i see something at the corner of my eye, needless to say with the rep this school has for "hauntings" i finished up the hour of playing with a nice coating of sweat from my scared ass, although campus safety locking me into the building was a very nice touch so its 1 in the morning so i think im going to call it quits on my first entry and make sure the rest of these are just as boring Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: silence for now (Comment on this)